HATE (AN EMOTIONAL JOURNEY)

DETESTING THE ENTIRE WORLD FOR THEIR VINDICTIVENESS MADE KNOWN
DISPUTING MY OWN SPITEFULNESS COVERED UP SO AS TO NOT BE SHOWN
LOATHING THOSE WHO CONSISTENTLY DISAPPOINT MY HOPEFULNESS
DISGUSTED BY THEIR LACK OF SINCERETY AND KNOWINGNESS
YET I SIT AND JUDGE BECAUSE I KNOW WHAT I SEE IS A REFLECTION
NEVER WOULD I ACTUALLY ADMIT THAT I DO LACK IN PERFECTION
JUST ECHOING EVERYONE’S ODIUMS
KNOWING THAT MY OWN REVULSION COULD FILL PLENTY OF AUDITORIUMS
AVERTING TRUTH BY THREATENING TO LOOSE RESPECT
SOMETIMES I WONDER IF THEY EVER REALLY SUSPECT
THAT MY KINDNESS IS FILLED WITH A PROFUSION OF MALICE
AND BRINGING THEM DOWN TO MY LEVEL OF HATE IS THE CHALICE
REPULSED BY ANYTHING THAT THREATENS TO HARM MY VICINITY
CAN’T BEAR TO THINK I COULD JUST DISAPPEAR IN OBSCURITY
OBSERVING IT ALL WITH WHAT LIGHT I HAVE LEFT
BUT DARKNESS ABSORBS ME COMPLETELY LIKE A THEFT
AN EXTREME DISLIKE PILFERING THROUGH MY LIFE
ALTHOUGH I AM A BIT MORE UPTONE THIS FEELING AT THIS MOMENT IS MY STRIFE!
SUCH A FOOLISHNESS MOOD I EVEN FIND INSUFFERABLE
I CAN’T BEAR TO STARE AT MYSELF SO DESPICABLE!
SUFFERING THROUGH THIS ANOMALY CALLED HATRED
REACHING FOR WORDS TO EXPRESS BETTER STATED
DISLIKING ALTOGETHER WHAT WRITTEN WORDS HAVE APPEARED
CAN’T STAND THIS POEM I WROTE, SHOULD HAVE HAD MY HAND SHEARED!
WHAT NONSENSE TO MAKE SUCH AN EFFORT TO RHYME
ESPECIALLY THIS ONE POEM I REALLY DON’T HAVE THE TIME!