EXTERIORIZATION

The flowing breeze that lifts me off my feet
A warmth of subtle embrace protects me when I sleep
Serenity of beingness builds a bridge of certainty
Knowledge with no more secrets frees up myself a plenty
Time becomes a consideration of a viewpoint in space
Matter is now controlled from my point of view with no haste
The static that one was, is again revealed
No more chains of uncertainty or mystery will ever be concealed!
Freedom to be, to do and to have is fully realized
Knowing that it only takes ones own view to visualize!
A state in where you are free to no longer be just a body
But to be exterior to the body and be at once anything and anybody.
Perceptions revitalized to the degree of no aberrations
Utilizing you to be more you with full sensation
This is what we are to be, do and have naturally
Now I know I am with no doubt factually!

CONUNDRUM

CAN'T STAND THE NOISE WITHIN
FEELING STRAINED AND SOMEWHAT CAVED IN
LOOKING FOR WAYS TO HANDLE MY SITUATION
GETTING MORE CONFUSION AND FAILED INVESTIGATIONS
WHAT NOW SHOULD I DO TO MAKE IT ALL GO RIGHT
SOLUTIONS ARE PLENTY BUT NOTHING REAL IN SIGHT
WANTING TO YELL OUT THAT I'VE HAD ENOUGH
BUT SUPPRESSING MY ANGER AND BUILDING UP MORE STUFF
OHH! THE CONUNDRUM OF LIFE IS AN INTERESTING GAME
FAILING AT WINNING AND HIDING MY HEAD IN SHAME
TO BE CAUSE OF ALL THAT IS, CAN REALLY ADD MORE EFFECTS ON ONE
ONLY STARING INTO THE BLISS OF DARKNESS, ZOMBIE-LIKE AND STUNNED!
LISTING OUT ALL THAT I DID TO CREATE SUCH A LOSS
WHERE I GAVE UP MY CAUSE AND DECIDED NOT TO BE THE BOSS
SEARCHING AND YEARNING WITH NO END IN SIGHT
ONLY A CONTINUATION OF MY ABERRATED PLIGHT!
WHY SO NEGATIVE SO YOU STATE
IF ONLY YOU WALKED A MILE IN MY SHOES
IS WHERE YOU WOULD UNDERSTAND HOW I BECAME THE BAIT!

I WRITE

THE PAGES OF MY LIFE AT THIS MOMENT SEEMS VERY SCATTERED
LOOKING FOR SOME SEMBLANCE OF NIRVANA WHILST BEING BATTERED
I KNOW NOT THE FATE OF MY DEEDS ARE TAKEN NOTICE
ALL I AM IS THIS A HUMANITARIAN LOTUS
DOESN'T SEEM TO MAKE ANY SENSE AT ALL
WHAT ENTRANCING FOIBLES CAN I DO TODAY TO FALL?

POSSIBLY I MIGHT JUST BE THAT OF A CYNIC
SHOULD I BE PUT AWAY IN SOME PSYCHIATRIC CLINIC?
ITS FUNNY HOW I TRY NOT TO RHYME WHEN I WRITE
BUT IT COMES OUT NATURALLY AND WHEN I DON'T IS QUITE A FIGHT!
YOU MAY CALL MY WRITING AMATEUR AND INEXPERIENCED
I REALLY DON'T CARE WHAT YOU THINK BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO BE TOO SERIOUS!

I WRITE TO EXPRESS MY DEPTH OF EMOTION
TO DREAM AND LOVE WITH ALL DEVOTION
I WRITE TO LET MYSELF FREE FROM THAT WHICH BOUNDS ME
SO I CAN FLY AND PREDICT WHAT THERE IS TO SEE
I WRITE TO SPEW THE VENOMS OF PERSONAL TRAGEDIES
TO SET MY SIGHTS HIGH ABOVE ALL MY ENEMIES
I WRITE SO THE PAIN DOESN'T FEEL UNBEARABLE
SO AS TO LAUGH AT IT ALL AND NOT FEEL SO TERRIBLE!

I DON'T HAVE A POETRY STYLE LIKE MANY OTHERS
I JUST REALLY DO MY THING AND CAN'T BE BOTHERED!
IF YOU DON'T LIKE HOW I EXPRESS THINGS IN MY WRITING
THEN GET A LIFE AND FIND SOME OTHER FOOL TO BE CRITICIZING!

DISASTER RELIEF

A desire to see past the tragedy of what mother nature can create
Holding in a feeling of hopelessness in order to show strength for other peoples state
Not knowing what to say or what the next day may hold
Only keeping strong for others around me because the truth of it is foretold
What tragedy can occur when a society is to the point so degraded
No amount of help at this time can create the feeling for people to be elated!

Such somber state people are in to be in this midst of chaos
Getting upset because they see a slow progress and continue to cry out "HELP US!"
Where are the funds that were said to be close to a billion dollars raised to relieve?
Because Haiti is still in a state of emergency and the people are in such disbelief

Children getting ill and even dying because they lack the nutrition and are not hydrated properly
Parents giving up their responsibilities for fear of not being able to survive on their own let alone taking care of a child and their property
This madness of slow progress creates havoc in the streets
Where criminals are rampant because a non existent government is under a lot of heat

Kidnapping is a solution to those who are desperate
In their minds it's the only way they can get the attention for help to illustrate.
Goodness from neighboring countries come in to aid which most are going unnoticed for they are not big NGO's
And if they ask for support to continue their aid and volunteer all they get are a lot of red tape and mostly NO's!

It feels a bit upside down when the purpose during disaster is to help
Unfortunately there are those who are in it to gain finance and/or fame for the self!
I look forward to the day when all of us can just help one another because we see they are in need
Without any agenda's and self beneficial activities in it's steed!

TO BE SINGLE IS TO BE (Inspired by my dear friend Galina Sobolev designer of Single Fashion)

SINGLE TO ME DOESN’T MEAN TO BE ALONE OR TO FEEL REJECTED
OR BE OUT GROWN
SINGLE IS TO BE FREE TO EXPRESS YOUR INNER BEAUTY
YOUR OWN PERSONAL STYLE
TO SEE THE POSSIBLITIES OF CREATING AN ESTHETIC FUTURE
SO AS TO BE SHOWN!
A SINGLE INDIVIDUAL CAN MAKE A POSITIVE DIFFERENCE IN THEIR ENVIRONMENT
ONE SINGLE PERSON TO STAND AGAINST INJUSTICE AMONGST ALL THE NEGATIVE COMMENTS
EVERYONE IS SINGULARLY RESPONSIBLE FOR CREATING A BETTER TOMORROW
TO LEAVE YOUR TROUBLES BEHIND AND WASH AWAY THE PAST SORROWS
SINGLE IS TO STAND AND BE CONNECTED AS ONE WITH OTHERS AND CREATE A BRIGHTER FUTURE
TO HELP THOSE IN NEED AND TO HAVE CHILDREN TO NURTURE!

SO AS YOU CAN SEE TO BE SINGLE IS TO BE:
POWERFUL,
BRILLIANT,
LOVING,
SUCCESSFUL,
HELPING,
FREEING,
CONNECTED,
CONFIDENT
AND TO BE A BRILLIANT LIGHT FOR ALL TO HAVE A SAFE HAVEN TO CREATE AND ALWAYS BE GREAT!