CONUNDRUM

CAN'T STAND THE NOISE WITHIN
FEELING STRAINED AND SOMEWHAT CAVED IN
LOOKING FOR WAYS TO HANDLE MY SITUATION
GETTING MORE CONFUSION AND FAILED INVESTIGATIONS
WHAT NOW SHOULD I DO TO MAKE IT ALL GO RIGHT
SOLUTIONS ARE PLENTY BUT NOTHING REAL IN SIGHT
WANTING TO YELL OUT THAT I'VE HAD ENOUGH
BUT SUPPRESSING MY ANGER AND BUILDING UP MORE STUFF
OHH! THE CONUNDRUM OF LIFE IS AN INTERESTING GAME
FAILING AT WINNING AND HIDING MY HEAD IN SHAME
TO BE CAUSE OF ALL THAT IS, CAN REALLY ADD MORE EFFECTS ON ONE
ONLY STARING INTO THE BLISS OF DARKNESS, ZOMBIE-LIKE AND STUNNED!
LISTING OUT ALL THAT I DID TO CREATE SUCH A LOSS
WHERE I GAVE UP MY CAUSE AND DECIDED NOT TO BE THE BOSS
SEARCHING AND YEARNING WITH NO END IN SIGHT
ONLY A CONTINUATION OF MY ABERRATED PLIGHT!
WHY SO NEGATIVE SO YOU STATE
IF ONLY YOU WALKED A MILE IN MY SHOES
IS WHERE YOU WOULD UNDERSTAND HOW I BECAME THE BAIT!