ENTHUSIASM (AN EMOTIONAL JOURNEY)

From the deep dark chasm of my soul
Finally climbing my way out of the hole
Having such fervor for life once more
Eager to start a new and looking forward to what is in store

Engulfed in such lightness and zeal
Happy to find again truly what is real
Such gusto of adventure is ready to be explored
My being and wisdom I understand to be my Lord

Devoted to really living and never again be suppressed
This strength within me abhors the idea of being depressed
Intensely focused on all that there is to be had
Oh the clarity that I experience is a feeling of being glad

So much wins that one can have especially at this state
Some may say I’m a bit fanatic and others say, “That is great!”
See when you are in the emotion of enthusiasm life becomes particularly insouciant
Be able to be more flippant and play the game of life better and in addition fluent

Interesting you may say with a condescending smile
Of course it isn’t real to you because the majority still has a ways to go for miles
Many are in a state of apathy to see what is in front of them let alone what the future may hold
But the more you keep lifting yourself up by the bootstraps you will arrive, just keep being bold

I’m sure at certain moments in ones life they have experienced such enthusiasm
Like an infant being born or the smell of fresh new spring blossoms
Keenness of simplicity is an example of this
A zest for life is the achievement with a twist!

U.S. - PARISIEN

Je suis un Américain, mais mon coeur désire ardemment pour les Français
Something about the French lifestyle entices me to express what I have to say
Les Parisiens sont un ensemble de style magnifique
Almost as if they did it on purpose to be more dramatic

La beauté, la culture et l'amour pour ce pays
Entices me in all of the French way
Cette histoire partout où vous regardez dans la ville
I adore all the cities in France especially Deauville!

Les bons souvenirs de la voile au large des côtes du village
If you have never experienced France then I say “C’est domage!”
Oh! L'amour et la passion que l'on expérimente ici
Even to just be down at the Cote D’Azur relaxing by the sea!

Qu'est-ce qu'un lieu d'hypnose pour définir votre libre disposition de soi artistiques
With a combination of the old world merging with the new and modern is quite fantastic!
Par exemple, la Tour Eiffel, l'Arc de Triomphe et Montparnasse
Let’s loose my ultimate creativity and charming finesse

Ah! Paris! Comment j'ai beaucoup Je t'aime tant
Filled with pleasure to express it, but I just can’t
Il ne résonnent pas mon sentiment vrai pour vous
So I try to write it because that is all I can really do!

STRONG INTEREST (AN EMOTIONAL JOURNEY)

Dedicated in my search for all that is of whom we truly are
Passion drives me to distant lands that seem infinitely far
Intent on discovering what my role in this story is all about
Eager to scream once found and share to whoever listens aloud

Great interest in what the future may hold
Powerful postulates is what will unfold
This fervent feeling boiling deep within
A great activity so much so I forget to breathe in!

Such strong awareness of self resonates throughout
Noticing the body for once is on the ground
Being ever so present has such importance
Now future pursuit leaves a great deal of relevance

Inspired by a friend who writes with such clarity
Biting curiosity left me with such ferocity
Convincing was he to that degree I was sold
For I was compelled by him or so I’m told

The brilliance of this funny life game
Is clear to see that I really have no shame!
Dazzling my way through the crowd
Glares and whispers are just sounds

My strong interest in others leaves me to ponder
Too keen on flying leaving them to wonder
Oh the freedom of so much appeal
Shall be fascinating to those that I reveal

The advantage that you can have in such a state
Leaves no room for anyone to debate
To be of strong interest one can move further into the stratosphere
And become one and all in this frivolous atmosphere!

CONSERVATISM (AN EMOTIONAL JOURNEY)

As I awaken myself to higher places of emotions
I realize I am now at a state of conventional devotion
Conforming to what is perceived to be safe
No longer the avant-garde becoming more behaved

Old school ideas and traditions is what I have always been sold
Now my own cautiousness conveys my own story to be told
To bring about an understanding of my state of affairs
Careful not to have major changes ashamed at the stares

Having respect for those who chose to be traditionalist
I myself support these values as being marvelous
In awe of such a conservative state of mortality
Kind of uptight with little to know personality

The essence of being overly cautious can bring a false sense of security
I guess all in moderation is alright as long as one also looks for more activity
Otherwise the more careful one becomes
The less adventurous and free are in some

Morally speaking this feeling of conservatism is speculative
It all seems to me that this condition is quite tentative
Positioning myself to be a bit unadventurous
Promoting that it’s better to be a naturalist

What do I know about any of these things?
Except for my own experience of what it brings
A higher part of the lower state of the mind
But better at this level of any of its lower kind

Now if I’m not making any sense at all
It’s because my own understanding is somewhat wrapped up like a ball
Bring in the martinet so that I make sure I stick with my ideals
Now I know why one becomes a tyrant and how this person truly feels!

SUMMER

Relaxing by the pool with the sun blazing down upon my skin
Looking around at the serenity of the moment with a calm in my heart
Tranquility that all is blessed and puts me at ease with a grin
Future seems brighter and an overwhelming feeling that this time I could win

A slight breeze billowing through the trees
Fluttered feeling that this is what it is to be pleased
Plunging my body into the water as I travel through a sensation fills me up
This frivolous chill immediately encompasses almost as if I were about to erupt

Sensing a feeling of long days standing still
People happy and playful imbues my thrill
Magical moments loaded with warm memories
Summer’s full swing is now in all the sceneries

Charged with plenty of ideas of things to be had
All I see are scantily clothed people with faces of being glad
Warm suns glow brings the best in us all
Then summers almost over we hesitate to welcome the fall

Such magic the summer brings like a present that continuously gives
Helps one to understand the reason of why one even bothers to live
Love gets fresh new dew as well as ends another to be renewed
Enemies become friends and all relationships are no longer in a feud

Enchanting us all with its heat pouncing on our flesh
Miraculously summer sums up with getting rid of all our stress
The breathtaking feeling that all will be fine
At least at this moment we allow ourselves to be kind.

S -ensual
U -nforgettable
M -emorable
M -iraculous
E -ndless
R –elaxing

This to me amounts to what SUMMER is all about
So enjoy it while it lasts and just go and get out.

MILD INTEREST (AN EMOTIONAL JOURNEY)

Leniency towards life that are to me consequential
Just the basic drive for knowledge is very essential
Soft push to help my fellow man reach for something more
And escape the habitual emotion of being a bore

Gently I show just a bit of curiosity
Allowing a peaceable change in activity
The significance is somewhat insipid
No sudden movements nothing too rapid

Meekness in my voice illustrates my leisure pursuit
Conforming to the idea of “it’s all good” just follow suit
This mild interest in all that we possess
Has no room to really move up; feeling I only digress

Tis’ not awful and most definitely not virtuous
Only a sort of blasé to it all unscrupulous
I recommend not to get stuck in this state of being
Nothing about it at all is equally freeing

Yet I get how one can be so easygoing with his awareness
I’ve met a few on weed who think they are in this state of silliness
Where nothing matters and all is about living for today
Alas today is the present but the future is the way!

CONTENTED (AN EMOTIONAL JOURNEY)

Pleased at myself for being able to just not get bothered by such stupidity
Satisfied to know that I am able to express such emotion with lucidity
Happy that there are others who are searching for something more meaningful
That not all are shallow and imprudent about life which in essence would be cruel

Thoughtlessness is something that gets me very agitated
Now I can be at ease with others conciliated
This soothing resolve is somewhat still very new
But I do like the fact that I am free from anxiety composed and true
Going through each day relaxed and unperturbed
Seems as though nothing really is a problem and I’m no longer disturbed

The tranquility of my being may cause other’s feathers to be ruffled
Serenity encompasses me and I know longer have my emotions getting shuffled
My hysteria has been raked up to the degree it is all collected
No longer worried at the idea of being utterly rejected
Contented that all is well and nothing is truly that dire
I can now sense from a mile away evil and any and all liars
It maybe shocking to those who don’t understand
But once you’ve arrived at this state it in fact feels quite grand!

Beyond doubt a contentedness overpowers all of my being
For I genuinely understand and I’m no longer reeling
Comfortable with anything that turns up in my path
Everyone can celebrate now that the end has come to Cassandra’s Wrath!!!

LOVE

As I look out in the appearance of darkness
Something bright shimmers in the horizon
Is it a jewel's reflection from the bright sun
Could it be the light of his holiness

Gazing upon it as it approaches me
Relieved to know a friend is there to lend his hand
The knowledge I've been seeking for throughout the land
Has always been there and now another inspired me to see!

Thank you for your kindness I say
He nods and grabs my hand to show me the way
A gentle touch and then we connect
two beings on a journey now able to reflect.

Such pure chemistry full of understanding
No discord of any sort to have any reprimanding
Selfless acts between to terminals that want just to help
Awareness of the admiration that emanates from the self.

Love is a word that makes my heart flutter
And sometimes can even make one stutter
An explosion of feelings all meshed up within
Such unforgiving passion electrified by sin
Not at all a fairytale that is G - Rated
Just a massive hunger of pure animal behavior simply stated!

DISINTERESTED (AN EMOTIONAL JOURNEY)

IMPARTIAL TO THE POLITICS OF HOW THIS GOVERNMENT “HELPS” THIS NATION
AN UNBIASED OPINION FROM MY VIEWPOINT WITHOUT ANY PERSUASION
BEING ABLE TO SEE ALL SIDES OF THE STATE OF AFFAIRS
SLIGHTLY DISTURBED AT ALL THE OPINIONS THAT IS BEING SHARED
NOT ALLOWING MYSELF TO BE PROVOKED BY MY PERSONAL INTEREST
BUT I HOLD MYSELF BACK TIGHTENING MY GRIP AND HIDING A FIST
TAKING A DEEP BREATH AND GETTING BACK TO A FAIR-MINDED STATE
WITH DETACHMENT I JUST SMILE AND PRETEND LIKE ALL IS WELL AND I’M DOING GREAT
THINKING OF HOW WE ALLOWED THIS ECONOMY TO GO BY THE BOARDS
HAVE WE EVEN HANDEDLY JUST DECIDED THAT SOMEONE ELSE WILL HANDLE IT LIKE A LORD?
THIS CONDITION OF BEING NEUTRAL CAN BE ENTICING AND SEEM SAFE
BUT OUR DISPASSION WILL BRING DOWN THIS HOUSE AND LURE OTHERS TO ALLOW US TO BE RAPED
WHAT THEN SHALL WE DO WHEN THINGS GET WORSE AND IT’S TOO LATE
OBJECTIVELY I SEE THAT WE HAVE SET THE TRAP BUT NOT REALIZING THAT WE ARE THE BAIT!
THE THREAT OF BEING LIKE ROBOTIC ZOMBIES IN THE NEAR FUTURE UNEMOTIONAL
CHILLS MY SPINE WITH THE THOUGHT OF OUR INDIVIDUALITY WIPED OUT AND CANNOT BE ANALYTICAL
ALAS A DISINTERESTED STATE MAY APPEAR TO BE A HIGHER TONE
BUT BEING IMPARTIAL TO IT ALL WILL KEEP US IN THE DARK AND A BRIGHT FUTURE WILL NOT BE KNOWN!

BOREDOM (AN EMOTIONAL JOURNEY)

LISTENING IN ON HOW JADED PEOPLE ARE ABOUT THEIR SUPPOSED PASSION
GETS ME FED UP WITH HAVING TO LISTEN TO THEM IN THIS FASHION
UNINTERESTED WITH WHAT MOST PEOPLE HAVE TO SAY
WISHING TO BE SOME OTHER PLACE MORE FASCINATING OR JUST TO HAVE A BETTER DAY
TIRED FROM HAVING TO EXPLAIN WHY I SEARCH FOR MORE
WHEN ALL I REALLY WANT OTHERS TO DO IS JUST PLEASE WALK THEMSELVES OUT THE DOOR
BORED TO TEARS WITH SUCH IRKSOME FUTILITIES
WEARY OF THE ACCEPTANCE OF LACK OF ABILITIES
TURNED OFF BY MY OWN SELFISH UNKNOWINGNESS
TEDIOUSLY SEARCHING FOR MY NIRVANA OR IS IT CALLED SELF BLISS?
AN OBSERVATION OF THE WORLD-WEARINESS IS VERY DISCONCERTING
CONFUSED TO THE POINT OF BEING INTROVERTED AND PAINFULLY HURTING
PERPLEXED BY THE IDEA THAT ONE COULD BE IN A STATE OF BOREDOM
ALARMED AT THE FACT THAT A WHOLE SOCIETY COULD BE SO IN THIS KINGDOM
IT’S TIRING TO HAVE SO MUCH THOUGHT INTO SEARCHING FOR SELF TRUTH
SOMETIMES WILLING TO ACCEPT THE UNBEARABLE TO SOOTH
BUT THEN AGAIN THE WAY OUT IS THE WAY THROUGH SO I’M TOLD
THIS IS ENOUGH FOR ME TO GET THROUGH THIS BORED PHASE AND NOT FOLD

MONOTONY (AN EMOTIONAL JOURNEY)

AS I AWAKE FROM MY SLEEP I GO THROUGH THE MOTIONS OF MY MORNING ROUTINE
THE REPETITIVENESS OF MY ACTIONS REMINDS ME OF WHEN I WAS BACK IN MY TEENS
ISN’T IT INTERESTING HOW THE SAMENESS OF OUR LIVES CONSTITUTES A SENSE OF SURVIVAL
LIKE WE’VE SOMEHOW AGREED THAT SAME ACTIONS RESULTS IN OUR ARRIVAL
BUT WHERE DID WE ARRIVE AT OR IS IT JUST AN ILLUSION OF SOME SORT OF ACCOMPLISHMENT
OR IS IT SOMETHING DEEPER OF OUR OWN MINDLESS TESTAMENT?
I DON’T MEAN TO SOUND AT ALL CYNICAL BUT ONLY QUESTION WHAT IS THIS ENNUI THAT WE CONTINUE TO ACCEPT IN OUR LIVES
CORRECTION, I SHOULD SPEAK OF MY OWN LANGUOR WHICH CALLS ATTENTION ON MY OWN DRIVE
THIS HOMOGENOUS LIFESTYLE THAT WE SEEM TO AGREE UPON
PERSONALLY I CAN’T ENDURE ITS MONOTONY AND I SHOUT OUT LOUD THAT I AM DONE!!!
SUCH TEDIUS CONSISTENCY GETS ME IN A STATE OF DREAD
THE REGULARITY OF MY STANDARDIZED LIFE MAKES ME WISH I WERE DEAD!
UNIFORMLY I OF COURSE WAVER UPON MY OWN RESOLUTION
BECAUSE I ONLY ARRIVE AT THE DULLNESS OF MY OWN DECISIONS