AS I AWAKE FROM MY SLEEP I GO THROUGH THE MOTIONS OF MY MORNING ROUTINE
THE REPETITIVENESS OF MY ACTIONS REMINDS ME OF WHEN I WAS BACK IN MY TEENS
ISN’T IT INTERESTING HOW THE SAMENESS OF OUR LIVES CONSTITUTES A SENSE OF SURVIVAL
LIKE WE’VE SOMEHOW AGREED THAT SAME ACTIONS RESULTS IN OUR ARRIVAL
BUT WHERE DID WE ARRIVE AT OR IS IT JUST AN ILLUSION OF SOME SORT OF ACCOMPLISHMENT
OR IS IT SOMETHING DEEPER OF OUR OWN MINDLESS TESTAMENT?
I DON’T MEAN TO SOUND AT ALL CYNICAL BUT ONLY QUESTION WHAT IS THIS ENNUI THAT WE CONTINUE TO ACCEPT IN OUR LIVES
CORRECTION, I SHOULD SPEAK OF MY OWN LANGUOR WHICH CALLS ATTENTION ON MY OWN DRIVE
THIS HOMOGENOUS LIFESTYLE THAT WE SEEM TO AGREE UPON
PERSONALLY I CAN’T ENDURE ITS MONOTONY AND I SHOUT OUT LOUD THAT I AM DONE!!!
SUCH TEDIUS CONSISTENCY GETS ME IN A STATE OF DREAD
THE REGULARITY OF MY STANDARDIZED LIFE MAKES ME WISH I WERE DEAD!
UNIFORMLY I OF COURSE WAVER UPON MY OWN RESOLUTION
BECAUSE I ONLY ARRIVE AT THE DULLNESS OF MY OWN DECISIONS
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