SHAME (AN EMOTIONAL JOURNEY)

WHAT INDIGNITY TO ALWAYS HIDE WHO YOU TRULY ARE
DEGRADED BY LIES PRETENDING TO BE A STAR
ONLY THE EMBARRASSMENT PROLONGS AND IS FAR FROM PREJUDICE
IT ENCOMPASSES TO ALL THAT FEELS DISGRACED TO BE CHAUVINIST
NO TOLERANCE FOR ANY EXONERATION, JUST BROUGHT ABOUT AN ABSOLUTION OF HUMILIATION
BRING INTO DISREPUTE MY LACK OF CONFRONT
DISREGARDING EVERYTHING IN HOPES OF ABANDONMENT
CAN’T SEEM TO FORGIVE MYSELF SIMPLY THRASHING ABOUT
NOT REALIZING THAT THERE IS HELP AND ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS SHOUT
SOLITARY FEELING THAT NO ONE UNDERSTANDS
MORTIFIED THAT IT ALTOGETHER BECOMES A REPRIMAND
ENTIRELY LOST WITHIN ONES OWN IGNOMINY
JUST FACED WITH THE FACT OF MY PECULIAR ATROCITY
DEVOURED BY A MISPLACE OF SELF IMITATION
IDENTIFIED SOLELY THAT IT’S REALLY JUST SELF MUTILATION
BE AWARE OF THAT FALSE PRIDE
EVENTUALLY IT WILL COME BACK AND TURN THE TIDE
CONCEALING THE TRUTH OUT OF SHAME
NOT A SOUL TO FIND TO PLACE THE BLAME
FOR YOUR OWN DISHONOR WILL ALWAYS BE PLACED
IF ONE CAN’T BRAZEN OUT THAT TROUBLED LACE
DISCREDITED BY ALL OF MY PEERS MERELY TO BE LAUGHED AT AND DEFIED WITH JEERS!
CULMINATING CHALLENGES FRENZIED WITH SHAME
OH WHAT PITY I HAVE TO PLAY SUCH A STUPID GAME!
LIKE AN ADDICT ON HEROIN WHO NO LONGER CAN BE TRUSTED OR TRULY BE GENUINE.