INSOMNIA (AN EMOTIONAL JOURNEY)

MY MIND IS IN CONSTANT MOTION FINDING A PATH OF DEVOTION
TAUNTING ME ENDLESSLY NOT LETTING GO RESTLESSLY
THE TURMOIL OF BEING ME IS AS DARK AS THE MIDNIGHT SEA
WITH NO MOON TO SHINE UPON ONLY BLACKNESS THEN EVERYTHING IS GONE
SEARCHING FOR A REPOSE CAN’T SEEM TO AGREE WITH WHAT I CHOSE
KNOWING ONLY THAT THE CHALLENGES AHEAD ARE CONSTANTLY HAUNTING ME IN A STATE OF DREAD
TOO MUCH THINK ABOUT NOT MUCH ELSE FOR ME TO JUST RELAX
ALWAYS SLIPPING AND SLIDING ABOUT MY THOUGHTS LIKE A BED OF WAX
STAY STILL I SAY TO MYSELF BUT BEING STILL ISN’T ALLOWED AND DOES NOT SEEM TO HELP
SHIFTING IDEAS FORMING INTO ENIGMAS OF UNSOLVED RIDDLES THAT ARE MORE LIKE DOGMAS
YET I STAY AND I PONDER BUT THE OUTCOME IS JUST ONE LARGE WONDER
THE MAGIC OF SLEEP IS SO FOREIGN WHICH SEEMS UNATTAINABLE
THIS STIGMA OF INSOMNIA IS THE ONLY CRUX OBTAINABLE!!!