Tuesday, August 25, 2009

PROPITIATION (AN EMOTIONAL JOURNEY)

WHAT MADNESS IS THIS TO GIVE IN FEAR OF LOSING BY ONES OWN INSECURITY OF ANOTHER
TO HAVE THIS AS ONES CHOOSING I DON’T UNDERSTAND WHY ONE EVEN BOTHERS
I GIVE YOU THIS SO PLEASE DON’T HURT ME JUST BEWARE THAT IF YOU DO I CAN RETRACT AND BLAME THEE!
SUCH CHILDISH BEHAVIOR WHICH DEVOURS US ALL I BELIEVE THIS IS WHAT IS REFERRED TO AS INDIAN GIVING AS I RECALL
INSINCERETY OF WANTING TO HELP BUT ONLY DOING SO TO HAVE AMMUNITION TO DESTROY AND YELP!
COMMUNICATION IS STILTED WITH ANXIETY KNOWING FULL WELL YOU WANT TO CAUSE A MASSIVE CALAMITY!
I PUT YOU ON THIS TO HELP YOU WITH YOUR FINANCES YET STILL IF YOU LOOK DEEPER IT’S ALL JUST A LOT OF CHANCES
YELLING OUT HOW MUCH YOU’VE DONE FOR ME AND HOW YOU ONLY CONCENTRATED ON HELPING ME EXPAND
YET BENEATH ALL THAT SUPPOSED HELP IS BLACK AND EVIL IN ORDER TO GRAB HOLD AND DEMAND
NO SINCERETY IN WITH WHAT YOU SAY WHICH ALWAYS GETS TWISTED I SUPPOSE I CAN ASSUME THAT WHEN DEALING WITH YOU I WILL ONLY GET ARRESTED
MY HEART ACHES FOR YOU BECAUSE I DON’T KNOW HOW TO HELP YOU
I ONLY WISH THAT YOU COULD SEE WHAT YOU DO AND REALIZE THE TRUE YOU
WAISTED TIME JUST TO EXPLAIN WHY IT COULD NEVER WORK OUT BETWEEN US I SHOULD OF JUST SAID GOODBYE AND LEFT ON THE NEXT BUS!
MY ONLY RESPONSIBILITY IS THAT I LOVED YOU AND NOW I’M BEING CRUCIFIED BECAUSE I WOKE UP AND WANT TO MOVE ON
OF COURSE THIS ISN’T IN YOUR BEST INTEREST SO WHAT DO YOU DO?
YOU SCREAM, ACCUSE AND YELL TO BERATE ME WITH NO REST!
STOP! SERIOUSLY WITH THIS PROPITIATION IT REALLY DOESN’T BECOME YOU OR YOUR SITUATION!

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