Tuesday, January 25, 2011

WILLINGNESS

TORMENTED ON WHAT THE END RESULT WILL BE
EXASPERATED ON WANTING TO KNOW MORE AND WHAT TO EXPECT
A VISION OF LIFE THIS FUTURE I CAN'T SEEM TO NEGLECT
BUT A FEELING TO CONTINUING ON OF WHAT THERE IS TO SEE!

SUCH DELIBERATE MASTURBATION OF SELF ASSESSMENT
SHOULD JUST FIND AN OUTLET SO AS TO BE PRE OCCUPIED
NOT HAVING ANY RULES THAT ONE CAN REALLY ABIDE
JUST THE WILLINGNESS TO FEEL WITH CONTENTMENT

WRITING INEXPLICABLE DESIRES AND FEARS
SEARCHING FOR AN ANSWER TO AN INFINITE SIDE
ONLY FINDING THAT HISTORY HAS LIED
WHICH BRINGS UP EMOTIONS OF LOSS AND TEARS

ALL WE HAVE IS THIS THING CALLED WILLINGNESS
WHICH BRINGS US TO OUR CHOICES OF BEINGNESS
OUR POSTULATES OF FUTURE HAVINGNESS
COMES DOWN TO THE WILLINGNESS OF DOING SOMETHING ABOUT IT!

2 comments:

  1. Hello Cassandra,
    How are you?
    I've sent you this message in MS, maybe it can be read here...
    I was reading your poems in the blog, and they are all good! great work! I wish I could write in english like that!
    But hehehe there is a little thing about your poem "willingness" that mmmm how can I say... the last part just sounds to my ears a bit longer when I was reading it.
    I was thinking to, for example :

    "All we have is this thing called willingness
    Which brings us to our choices of beingness
    Our postulates of futur havingness
    May come down to (truly) happiness"

    Sorry for my mistakes as I'm writing in english... you know I'm french so...
    Just take it easy, that is not really a criticism, I was just thinking, that between poets, you could be interested in discussing about it.
    Take good care
    Keep on writing!

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  2. Thank you for your comment and yes I do like that better. :-)

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